Confusion in me
It's been a long time that I have not updated my blog. Well, it's just simply to say "I'm busy". It seems that it is an usual excuse that every one will use. There are things happened in my life so far as so in yours too - I believe.
To name few,
1) My cousin got married. That's just a Lao Traditional Wedding. She will have an Aussies Wedding in 17 days.
2) My mum went to Sydney for my cousin's wedding. She will be there for about 6-7 weeks. Well, my mum is housewife. So, she really does not have things to be worried about at home.
3) I got raised but it's ok.
4) One of my close friends was going to get married but his fiance and he called it off just 2 weeks before the wedding ceremony. We, friends, believed that there was a problem with his fiance's parents. With Lao tradition, parents are the main role players in the wedding and new family thing-y. We, friends, have not had a chance to talk to him since it happened because he went away to another city, which is in South of Laos. It is very far. Well, he may need a time to be alone. Now, I have heard that he's alright.
5) In February 2007, there were so many wedding parties. my parents, my sister, and I got like more than 15 invitation cards just in February. Oh! Gosh ... can't you just invite some people who are just very close to you?. For Lao society, people like to have a very big wedding party consisting of at least 400 guests. In February, I went to few wedding parties. They all had at least 1,000 people. It's not a wedding. It's a festival. Or, I lived in Australia for long and obsorbed too much western culture. If so, it's my bad then.
Apart from the above, I don't know really what happened to me. I feel so confused. There is one thing that I feel that I need. I feel that this will make my world bright. Then, suddenly, there is a question that whether or not I should fight for...... Should I give all it take? Should I go ahead, pause, or go backward?
To name few,
1) My cousin got married. That's just a Lao Traditional Wedding. She will have an Aussies Wedding in 17 days.
2) My mum went to Sydney for my cousin's wedding. She will be there for about 6-7 weeks. Well, my mum is housewife. So, she really does not have things to be worried about at home.
3) I got raised but it's ok.
4) One of my close friends was going to get married but his fiance and he called it off just 2 weeks before the wedding ceremony. We, friends, believed that there was a problem with his fiance's parents. With Lao tradition, parents are the main role players in the wedding and new family thing-y. We, friends, have not had a chance to talk to him since it happened because he went away to another city, which is in South of Laos. It is very far. Well, he may need a time to be alone. Now, I have heard that he's alright.
5) In February 2007, there were so many wedding parties. my parents, my sister, and I got like more than 15 invitation cards just in February. Oh! Gosh ... can't you just invite some people who are just very close to you?. For Lao society, people like to have a very big wedding party consisting of at least 400 guests. In February, I went to few wedding parties. They all had at least 1,000 people. It's not a wedding. It's a festival. Or, I lived in Australia for long and obsorbed too much western culture. If so, it's my bad then.
Apart from the above, I don't know really what happened to me. I feel so confused. There is one thing that I feel that I need. I feel that this will make my world bright. Then, suddenly, there is a question that whether or not I should fight for...... Should I give all it take? Should I go ahead, pause, or go backward?
posted by Tonemaru @ 2:35 AM
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